T-R-A-N-S-F-E-R-E-D

I was transfered to different school and i was heartbroken because I had to leave my friends in my old school whom I know for 3 years... I was feeling sad but I had to do this... One of my closest friends cried so much in front of me when I had to say goodbye and we all just started crying... I really wanted to celebrate her birthday before transferring so I plan her birthday party and surprise her... Now I'm leaving I'm gonna be worried because I had to leave her... She act so strong but there are times when she needed me... Who's gonna help her when I'm gone... My other close friend has a another group of friends.. that's why many said that It was a coincidence that we became friends and we are SO opposite... Well back to my other friend, I was the only one she talks to when she had problems and secrets (it is not like I was her only friend but when it comes to personal stuff, I'm the one she got to talk to).. Just 2 years ago, she lost her her best friend because she went to another continent.. We were in Iligan and she was in Cebu... She hardly contact us.. She was my best friend too... She as left alone by our best friend and now I was leaving her... She hardly talk after I announce I was going to different school...

T-I-R-E-D

Today.. while i was sleeping, I heard my family talk about me and I tell you it was not good... I was hurt by what they said... I could accept people said anything bad about me but my own family?? they're words are like a knife to my heart... The things they said are more hurtful than the ones I hear outside my home...

Many people envy my mother and father because we were once in poverty but when my father went abroad.. things just started to lighten up in our home but many gossip are around town. They say many things so that my mother had a bad reputation... It was okay at first but things just started to become out of control... My teachers in school tried to bring my grades down and I was bullied by all my teachers (my mom was a teacher in that school)... My grades which used to be high just went down... I ask my mom to transfer me to another school but she reluctant.. Maybe because I was in a special class in our school and we were in higher classes... She doesn't want me to transfer to regular classes because I'm gonna take all the subject I learn in my 3rd year high school (yes, I was graduating at that time in my high school)... But she changed her mind when she heard one of her co-teachers said that she's gonna cut her head if she saw me graduate... So i transfered and I tell you more if i have time to write because I'm still going to school.. I'm in college now..

My life...

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