I am miserable.. I keep singing sad love songs...
Why? Oh why? I hate this feeling called jealousy.. It makes me sick... What I hate the most is that I am angry at a person who done nothing wrong to me...
It started when my bf start bragging about his friend... It's okay he's talking about her but NOT every single topic we talk he will include her.. I feel like he admired her more than me... Well, I don't blame him because that girl is so pretty, has abs (perfect body), and she's kind and mostly, cool...
I used to be a jealous tiger but I changed that when my first relationship cracked because of that... Now, I get jealous minimal issues.. But now, I don't know.. It's like his purposely making me jealous or he is just tactless..
If I'm like this.. I say things.. bad things... I hate this feeling.. I'm hating a girl that is so kind.. I feel like I'm a monster.. no, more horrible than a monster...
I wonder how can I erase this feeling..
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